Artist: Eminem
Somebody save me, me from myself I've spent so long livin' in hell I don't even deserve the father title, Hailie, I'm so sorry I know I wasn't there for your first guitar recital, didn't walk you down the aisle Missed the birth of your first child, your first podcast, lookin' down, sweetie I'm so proud of how you turned out, sorry that I chose drugs and put 'em above you Sorry that I didn't love you enough to, give 'em up, how the fuck do I not love you more than a pill? Lookin' up to the ceilin' from this floor wonder will Somebody save me, me from myself I've spent so long livin' in hell They say my lifestyle is bad for my health It's the only thing that seems to help Sorry that I missed your gradu—, wait, Nate, I should just congratulate you On bein' a dad to Carter and Liam, look at you Little bro, sorry I left you, sorry that I'll never get to Hold or hug my little nephews, Stevie, I'm sorry, I missed you Grow up and I didn't get to be the dad I wanted to be to you Things I wanted to see you do, this is my song from me to you Sorry I gave up, but I'm just so defeated, God, what the fuck do you want me to do? Somebody save me, me from myself I've spent so long livin' in hell They say my lifestyle is bad for my health It's the only thing that seems to help I've been starin' at that video of Hailie, almost daily of her playin' a guitar In hopes maybe that'll give me the power to fight But the addict in me's a coward, he told me that I can't do it Had a second chance, blew it, it's like I'm stuck inside an alternate reality, but I know What? I'll turn it around and be able to walk her and Lainie one day To the altar as proud as can be, right now, I'm just weak I'm a lost cause Baby, don't waste your time on me I'm so damaged beyond repair Life has shattered my hopes and my dreams I'm a lost cause Baby, don't waste your time on me I'm so damaged beyond repair Life has shattered my hopes and my dreams
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